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I know that you when you look at me There's so much that you just don't see But if you only take the time I know in my heart you'd find A girl who's scared sometimes Who isn't always strong Can't you see the hurt in me? I feel so all alone People only see what they want to see of you.  Will they ever be able to see what lies beneath the surface?  They want the things that they think you can give them - reputation, standing in the community, someone to be on their arm to show around like some trophy.  Would they really take the opportunity to get to know you, the real you, that the world doesn't know?  If we are always strong, all of the time, how can we learn to be vulnerable and learn to share the load when it's required?  We might be out of touch with how to be able to do that, we haven't had the practice, and then relationships end before they even begin because you don't know how to compromise or give and take accordingly. I wanna run to you ...

Brothers and sisters I wanna welcome you back to life Back to the one that can make your next chapter Your best chapter Hallelujah How are the chapters in your life going?  As we start to get into some sense of 'new normal' here in New Zealand, you start to assess where your life is heading and whether you have truly learned what you were meant to during this difficult time.  I don't know about you but I am sick of expectations.  What I mean by that is, sometimes expectations can overwhelm your life and take you through experiences that you would rather forget, rather not have had, rather not have had to have experienced. But we can't forget to think in that way, because then all of those collective experiences would be classified as regrets, and nobody has time to sit down and cry it all out because we still have  state of urgency, a state of emergency about life is really like and about how dire our situations truly are, without having to cry about.  The time ...

Time can pass so slowly when you feel so all alone Love can strike like lightning when you find your heart a home I've seen it in the movies, read about it in a book I never thought I'd feel it but your touch was all it took Love can strike when you least expect it.  Are you ready for it when it shows up?  You might try to check yourself and figure out whether this is real or not.  You aren't really sure whether this is the right time to pursue anything or not, you're not sure whether this is what you need in your life right now.  When someone comes along and demands that you make decisions before you are willing to commit, how do you cope with that?  Do you search within the realms of your soul, your mind and heart and try to come up with 100 different reasons to not go down that pathway?  Who should you be listening to anyway?  How well can you trust yourself to not repeat the same mistakes from past relationships? Take good care of my heart, ...

I've achieved so much in life But I'm an amateur in love My bank account is doing just fine But my emotions are bankrupt Feelings.  Love.  It may be hard to figure out your feelings and love most of all when you are unsure about how you want to proceed with love in your life.  Who says we need to be masters in love?  There is too much pressure trying to decipher someone else if you don't know who you are and how you are in a relationship.  Are you starved of emotions?  Being emotionally bankrupt means that you gambled so much or allowed in some way for your emotions to be used up, whittled away, squandered even if you thought you had an endless supply. My body is nice and strong But my heart is in a million pieces When the sun is shining so am I But when the night falls, so do my tears You might be trying to better yourself, be at your most optimum level.  Things are starting to take a real hold in your life, particularly when you are lookin...