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People. . .

Ssh They are the worst and the best you've created Loving and hating and opinionated Loners in basements and those congregated Deliver me Far from the peace, from ashore I was sinking Deep in the ocean of thoughts they were thinking Don't know what validation I was seeking Deliver me from Are you the worst or the best of His creation?  I wonder sometimes, in lots of different ways and situations about whether I am at my worst or my best.  It's a matter of perspective, isn't it?  Whether you choose to spread love, hate, or opinions that show both - who knows what people are thinking about themselves, about others, about you.  Being able to be critically self-reflective is not an easy task.  You need to be completely honest with yourself about your behaviour, in every sense of the word.  Even when you choose to be alone, (let's be honest, lately you haven't had the choice, as we've had to self isolate) so being able to use this time to reflect on y...

Open up my heart. . .

Alone in a room it's just me and you I feel so lost 'cause I don't know what to do Now what if I choose the wrong thing to do I'm so afraid, afraid of disappointing you So I need to talk to You and ask You for Your guidance Especially today when my mind is so clouded Guide me until I'm sure  I open up my heart Sometimes we don't know know what to do with our lives.  There might be situations that pop up, or things that you arrive at that you didn't see coming.  People will look at you and think you have so much certainty in your life.  But nobody sees the doubts that you hold onto, combined with your own self-doubt.  We become afraid of not living up to expectations, others as well as your own.  There are lots of things at stake that you are not sure whether you have the same amount of strength to counter.  What is clouding your mind at the moment?  If other people are pushing their own agendas onto you, have a think about whether you want...

I rise. . .

I was born strong, I was made for this See, I met so many hard times When I thought I couldn't make it See, I had my trials when my pillows dried my eyes Then the morning came and my wings took flight What were you made to be strong for?  Everyone has different circumstances through which they learn about different lessons in life.  I am a huge believer in recurring cycles of patterns that exist because there are lessons that you must learn.  If they keep repeating themselves then you still have not learned the lesson that was intended for you. Have there been many situations where you thought that you wouldn't make it through?  When we start to lose a little faith in ourselves, we need to be able to release any residual doubts by letting them go.  Continuing to fixate on your negative patterns of behaviour do you no good.  You need to be able to rise above that in order to see your true path. I rise, I rise See, I'm hurting, but not broken Down, b...

I'm sure it's you (the wedding song). . .

It's just the little things that tell you That you are right where you should be And whether we're in love our out of it There's something deep inside my heart that tells me Do you take notice of the little things that cross your path on a daily basis?  I never really took notice at the best of times, but I sure took notice at the worst of times.  I would spend time trying to make sense of things and most importantly, my emotions.  When a woman is strong and knows herself, she doesn't have room or space to allow someone to try and venture in your feelings, let alone your DMs.  We learn to figure out what acceptance really means.  Whether we choose to accept being alone or being ready for a relationship.  Do you think you would know when you are ready for anything that takes you by surprise? I'm sure it's you, I'm sure it's you None could ever change my mind Or convince me otherwise My heart belongs to you I'll know we'll make it throug...