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If it makes any difference I still love you girl You're my weakness You changed my world How do you know you have changed someone's world?  Do they tell you? Do they show you? A combination of both?  It can sometimes be hard to navigate new waters of relationships if you are unsure about how things are supposed to turn out.  Well, that's part of the problem anyway; the fact that you try to make things fit, when it isn't meant to be that way at all.  You're just supposed to just enjoy each other. Well at least that's what I think. There is no way to know for sure unless you're told. unless they show you just how much they care. Maybe they just don't want you to know how much of a weakness you are in their life. So it's best just to leave well enough alone, because the time will come. Share my life Trust in me You're all I want Everything I need (ooh baby) How can you hope to trust someone if you can't even trust yourself? What does s...

All the time they want to take your place The back stabbers (back stabbers) (They smilin' in your face) All the time, they want to take your place The back stabbers (back stabbers) All the fellas who have someone and you really care, yeah, yeah Then it's all of you fellas who better beware, yeah, yeah Who is trying to take your place? You might be missing from the scene, busy doing something else, maybe something more constructive and in your absence they might be trying to make sure that they are being destructive. I can never understand why people do that. If someone does something great that is a wonderful idea and works for the greater good of all, I set about making time to dismantle that idea. But I sure have been on the receiving end of people who like to do that with me. I'm not saying to adopt some kind of "woe is me" attitude. I speak facts about what I have experienced through my lived reality. I can count off in great detail, incidents that have happen...

I can't stop talking to myself I keep on looking in the mirror Something is different about me these days Or maybe I just woke up I know I'm breaking through my shell 'Cause everything is getting clearer A little light can make a lot of change Or maybe I just spoke up Or maybe I am just finally I'm celebrating my birthday today in New Zealand. I haven't had a birthday cake in a few years, but tonight I got one as I'm currently sitting in a church Sunday School Teachers' meeting to confirm our exams for this year - so it's hard to come to a meeting and not bring a cake. If you know you know. It's a Pacific Island thing. It's a Samoan thing. So, another year older, is anything different? Has anything changed? I find that the older I get, the less tolerance I have for people who waste my time. But in actual fact, I like to be able to spend time the way I see fit, with people whom I value spending time.  There should be a sense of clarity that comes ...

There's no emergency No sirens in front of me There's nothing to stop me from getting my way, yeah I'm not going anywhere If you tell me, I'll stay right here I'll be in the same place everyday Heart stays patient  'Cause I know it's worth it I think I've become desensitised. I'm not quite sure if it's a bad thing or not. Does this mean that I've experienced trauma more than the average person? Possibly. There is no limit to this because you cannot have the good without the bad. We only want the good, but then do not know how to deal with the bad when it stares us in the face. Have you thought about what you would like to do to get yourself out of what seems to feel like a glitch in the matrix? How do you know that you have the fortitude to withstand this kind of abuse?  When people say the struggle is real, how real does it have to be?  The kind of real where you are often given unsolicited advice and you didn't ask for it? That they thi...