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My future. . .

  I can't seem to focus And you don't seem to notice I'm not here I'm just a mirror You check your complexion To find your reflection's all alone I had to go It can be a very unique experience, being critically self aware and having courage to step away from entanglements that serve no purpose or will potentially seek to harm you; start being more aware of people's intentions and just their general vibe with you. How do you know when to trust your instincts? Do you allow doubt to creep in when you're not looking? This is why it is important to spend time getting to know yourself, and how you want to engage with individuals who seek you out. What is stealing your focus? Knowing when to leave is always tricky to negotiate. But negotiate that with yourself. If you want to leave, find the exit. Can't you hear me? I'm not comin' home Do you understand? I've changed my plans Maybe people have plans for you that they don't realise actually invol...

The one. . .

Never had to work for love Don't need you to show me how Don't want to be falling in When I'm falling out Didn't think I'd give for love Every time I hold it back Now there's lust in my head I'm trying find out who I am Love should never be hard work, should it? To make love last an eternity takes some high level of skill that we probably don't possess. We would like to think that we are able to process everything and it is all possible, but why do we find ourselves in these same arguments? In these same stretches of silence? What would you give for love? We might be attacked for holding back, holding our love from connecting with others, but if people knew what goes in your head, you would question whether you had enough love for yourself, let alone someone else. There's choosers, there's takers There's beggin' heartbreakers I don't wanna be that way You will never hear me say Come hold me, console me When really I'm lonely Even ...

Wavy. . .

I feel the colours are going somewhere The green and red it all leads me up there And I can feel that I'm taking flight Never something I want to fight I let it go and it leads me to you I see the movement on your tattoo And I can feel that we're taking flight Never something I want to fight One of my favourite pastimes has to be dancing. There's just something about dancing like nobody is watching - when you know full well, that people are watching, but you choose to ignore them anyway. The best nights I've had, have been when I have been able to fully abandon myself to music, surrender to every movement that the music propels you to make. Granted I remember too that there were a lot of people not choosing to dance with the same abandon as me, but I never let that bother me. The trick is to go dancing with someone who loves dancing and being goofy like you. But where does the dancing lead you when someone approaches you? Do you know somewhere maybe we can go? You said ...

Lady. . .

You're my lady You're my lady You're my lady You're my lady It's been a while since I have been someone's lady. What even is dating these days? The best relationships for women are when they are treated like the ladies or queens that they deserve to be, It isn't hard to be treated with respect and consideration. But sadly manners are not as commonplace as they once were, or we wouldn't need to remind people about them, if they realised how rude they were being. But what is being rude these days? There are too many distractions with technology, other distractions that don't rely on feelings or human interactions, but instead getting lost in your own fantasy world experienced by one. Is this where you will meet your lady? Don't think I don't see them looking at ya All of them wishing they could have ya And as a matter of fact, uh A bunch of them are itchin' for you to scratch 'em I'm tired of hiding what we feel I'm tryin' t...

Misguided ghosts. . .

I'm going away for a while But I'll be back, don't try and follow me 'Cause I'll return as soon as possible See, I'm trying to find my place But it might not be here where I feel safe We all learn to make mistakes Sometimes you need to take a step back, take some time out of your business as usual to focus on yourself for a change. Sometimes you feel like you need to get away for a while and figure out what to do with yourself. Would you return as soon as possible? The places where you thought were safe, are no longer the case. Mistakes that you have made in your life may follow you all your life, or you can just view them as missed takes, or my stakes, because at the end of the day, the actions you took, the words you said, the feelings you shared, they are all yours and yours alone. How you process them all is completely up to you.  Where do you belong? Are you trying to find a place where you belong? And run from them, run from them With no direction And run ...

Don't get me wrong. . .

Don't get me wrong If I'm looking kind of dazzled I see neon lights Whenever you walk by It's playing havoc with the tide If you say hello and I take a ride Upon a sea where the mystic moon Is playing havoc with the tide Don't get me wrong Are we so easily dazzled these days? Most of the time we stand on two opposite ends of the spectrum - you're either so super excited about something (or someone) or you have no reaction whatsoever (nothing, nada, zip. like some deadpan poker face nobody can crack). Why do we play it cool sometimes? Are we afraid that we let people see how much more they affect us than they want us to know? I remember those types of feelings, and have felt so overwhelmed that I didn't know what to do with it, didn't know how to deal with it. When the expectations were then thrust back in my direction, I would get nothing in return, no reciprocity, and just complete silence. Is this what it means for the tide to play havoc with us? If we are...

Down. . .

I just don't understand They say love is compromise Where does that leave us? When I look into your eyes you seem to care When you lead me to another place It isn't fair All these rules you make Where do you find yourself when making compromises in love? Being able to come to common ground takes time and patience. It takes the willingness to listen to each other, hear each other out and figure out the best way forward for each other. Do we take each other's feelings into account when it's needed most? If we continue to do things that hurt others, is this really how we show them we love them? Why do we make rules for people that we don't follow ourselves? We must address the imbalance that occurs. When we are lead to places that we have never been to before, do we feel safe there? I just can't stay around with all your foolish games It's like a miracle I made it this far And you say you won't keep fighting But I know you will It's like a cycle and sti...