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I know that you when you look at me There's so much that you just don't see But if you only take the time I know in my heart you'd find A girl who's scared sometimes Who isn't always strong Can't you see the hurt in me? I feel so all alone People only see what they want to see of you.  Will they ever be able to see what lies beneath the surface?  They want the things that they think you can give them - reputation, standing in the community, someone to be on their arm to show around like some trophy.  Would they really take the opportunity to get to know you, the real you, that the world doesn't know?  If we are always strong, all of the time, how can we learn to be vulnerable and learn to share the load when it's required?  We might be out of touch with how to be able to do that, we haven't had the practice, and then relationships end before they even begin because you don't know how to compromise or give and take accordingly. I wanna run to you ...

Brothers and sisters I wanna welcome you back to life Back to the one that can make your next chapter Your best chapter Hallelujah How are the chapters in your life going?  As we start to get into some sense of 'new normal' here in New Zealand, you start to assess where your life is heading and whether you have truly learned what you were meant to during this difficult time.  I don't know about you but I am sick of expectations.  What I mean by that is, sometimes expectations can overwhelm your life and take you through experiences that you would rather forget, rather not have had, rather not have had to have experienced. But we can't forget to think in that way, because then all of those collective experiences would be classified as regrets, and nobody has time to sit down and cry it all out because we still have  state of urgency, a state of emergency about life is really like and about how dire our situations truly are, without having to cry about.  The time ...

Time can pass so slowly when you feel so all alone Love can strike like lightning when you find your heart a home I've seen it in the movies, read about it in a book I never thought I'd feel it but your touch was all it took Love can strike when you least expect it.  Are you ready for it when it shows up?  You might try to check yourself and figure out whether this is real or not.  You aren't really sure whether this is the right time to pursue anything or not, you're not sure whether this is what you need in your life right now.  When someone comes along and demands that you make decisions before you are willing to commit, how do you cope with that?  Do you search within the realms of your soul, your mind and heart and try to come up with 100 different reasons to not go down that pathway?  Who should you be listening to anyway?  How well can you trust yourself to not repeat the same mistakes from past relationships? Take good care of my heart, ...

I've achieved so much in life But I'm an amateur in love My bank account is doing just fine But my emotions are bankrupt Feelings.  Love.  It may be hard to figure out your feelings and love most of all when you are unsure about how you want to proceed with love in your life.  Who says we need to be masters in love?  There is too much pressure trying to decipher someone else if you don't know who you are and how you are in a relationship.  Are you starved of emotions?  Being emotionally bankrupt means that you gambled so much or allowed in some way for your emotions to be used up, whittled away, squandered even if you thought you had an endless supply. My body is nice and strong But my heart is in a million pieces When the sun is shining so am I But when the night falls, so do my tears You might be trying to better yourself, be at your most optimum level.  Things are starting to take a real hold in your life, particularly when you are lookin...

Ssh They are the worst and the best you've created Loving and hating and opinionated Loners in basements and those congregated Deliver me Far from the peace, from ashore I was sinking Deep in the ocean of thoughts they were thinking Don't know what validation I was seeking Deliver me from Are you the worst or the best of His creation?  I wonder sometimes, in lots of different ways and situations about whether I am at my worst or my best.  It's a matter of perspective, isn't it?  Whether you choose to spread love, hate, or opinions that show both - who knows what people are thinking about themselves, about others, about you.  Being able to be critically self-reflective is not an easy task.  You need to be completely honest with yourself about your behaviour, in every sense of the word.  Even when you choose to be alone, (let's be honest, lately you haven't had the choice, as we've had to self isolate) so being able to use this time to reflect on y...

Alone in a room it's just me and you I feel so lost 'cause I don't know what to do Now what if I choose the wrong thing to do I'm so afraid, afraid of disappointing you So I need to talk to You and ask You for Your guidance Especially today when my mind is so clouded Guide me until I'm sure  I open up my heart Sometimes we don't know know what to do with our lives.  There might be situations that pop up, or things that you arrive at that you didn't see coming.  People will look at you and think you have so much certainty in your life.  But nobody sees the doubts that you hold onto, combined with your own self-doubt.  We become afraid of not living up to expectations, others as well as your own.  There are lots of things at stake that you are not sure whether you have the same amount of strength to counter.  What is clouding your mind at the moment?  If other people are pushing their own agendas onto you, have a think about whether you want...

I was born strong, I was made for this See, I met so many hard times When I thought I couldn't make it See, I had my trials when my pillows dried my eyes Then the morning came and my wings took flight What were you made to be strong for?  Everyone has different circumstances through which they learn about different lessons in life.  I am a huge believer in recurring cycles of patterns that exist because there are lessons that you must learn.  If they keep repeating themselves then you still have not learned the lesson that was intended for you. Have there been many situations where you thought that you wouldn't make it through?  When we start to lose a little faith in ourselves, we need to be able to release any residual doubts by letting them go.  Continuing to fixate on your negative patterns of behaviour do you no good.  You need to be able to rise above that in order to see your true path. I rise, I rise See, I'm hurting, but not broken Down, b...